A very good friend of mine has also started to blog...An interesting type of personality...check it out at :
www.bvirdee.blogspot.com
Now,this chap is sharing a room with another(sudeep,by name) who is probably the only guy in class that i sincerely respected as someone who is eveloved in thinking,way beyond what i can even hope to reach someday.And guess what,he wrote a poem....in hindi of course...availale on virdee's site for those interested it captures the essence of what we(people in this age group) are going thru rite now..confusion,clarity,lack of focus...I could identify very easily with this cos I have been in this phase without having moved on for the last one year..Simple things like Doing what you want to and feeling happy about it..
Isnt it being fatalistic when i say that whatever was destined is what is happening to us...When I had the enthu to start something on my own,why didnt I have the guts to refuse placements and concentrate on it ?? When I sincerely loved the girl and felt some postitive vibes from her too,why didnt I chose to just go ahead and tell her ??So many occassions when simple answers notwithstanding,I have made it unnecessarily uncomplicated for myself...
This poem has given me a sense of direction now...Atleast it means that I am not alone in being confused and part of a goal-less existence...
I yearn for the beach in besantnagar and its silence so that I can get some answers to the questions that bother me today..I did it twice while in IITM and got answers that have worked even to this day...
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